happiness and love
how will i choose? i choose happiness
happiness and love
how will i choose? i choose happiness
happiness and love. which one do i want? i want both…am i too gready, abba? can i? may i?
happiness and love. which one do i want? i want both…am i too gready, abba? can i? may i?
Why is my heart troubled? Why does it sulk? Why does it hurt and trembled? So many whys…
Dear God, I§ dream and dream…longing for a few things…
God…I feel traped in this maze. I dont know how to get out. It is hard for me… i dont know what to do.
dear raymond…i hv wipe out all the traces of you in my space. the air wad too.tight and i felt i.was too afraid to dream and hope. i.wish it was like those tales… where love would find me eventually. what if never does? will hope turn ashes into a bitter wine? that is what i always fear that my joy will be robbed. i wish it would be save somewhere and i wished it was with you. but i think i knew… yoi never plan to be. i knew and it stings.
today i roam the bookstore. if u see me, will you call out to me? i think not. i miss you… very much. although
i would take the ice-cream… but i am afraid. i treasure the little moments when i feel when we are two little children. But we are not. my heart hurts…
now i know…a crush is a crush. feelings are feelings, no matter the age. and it is all me… because our eyes nvr met…and yet i still see him everywhere…